Sorrow Fills My Heart

Well today my papa basically disowned me.
He doesn't understand that my mom wants me to finish night school before I get a job, and he says that is no excuse and that if I wanted one I could have had one, and he also told me if he were my father that he would have kicked me out because of my "Slighting my wrists bull shit" and he would have given me a bigger knife.
So thank you papa, you used to be the one I loved and looked up too and now you are nothing to me, but another ass that I must deal with in my life.
I wish to no longer speak to you any more, you hurt me in a way you will never now and never care, and nothing you can say can take this pain away from me, because once you've said it, you can't take it back.

I am not looking for sympathy, I just need to get this off my chest.
And trying to get over all this hurt inside my heart.